some preoccupations

[constance]

1. Rachel's newest habit
   Rachel the Cat has always been a quiet thing except right around mealtimes, but lately she's taken to sitting at the edge of the hall and meowing, starting at about 10pm and stopping only when I get up and start my bedtime routine. I can only guess that she's talking to me: "hey get up and get your butt in bed so I can jump all over you and lie on your forearm while you contort yourself to scratch my belly and read at the same time okay that would be great thanks." I mean, at least I like to think that.



2. my pulse rate
   Man, one thing about losing weight and getting in shape is that your pulse rate tends to, you know, drop, and if your pulse rate was normal back when you were fatter and more easily winded, once you can walk a fast four miles while barely breaking a sweat, your pulse rate drops to Practically Dead. My resting pulse rate now runs somewhere between 45 and 50, which for the record is not quite high enough to run the apheresis machine down at the Red Cross donor center. Which means that platelet donations now take about two and a half hours and I have to be monitored and reset about fifteen times. Which also means that I have taken to taking my own pulse at random times during the day, something I've never done before but which is becoming a kind of compulsion.



3. little shots of hot sauce
   Specifically, a hot sauce called Texas Pete's, which is not, interestingly, bottled in Texas at all. (In case you were wondering, there are few foods that a squirt of Texas Pete's from the little bento bottles laurelwood gave me do not improve.) And then when I'm done doctoring my chicken-and-artichoke sandwich, I just suck the rest of it straight out of the teeny bottle, which has earned me a few Looks but is totally worth it.



4. my pathologically careless boss
   who this weekend cut the tip of his finger off using a bandsaw. He had to have surgery and a skin graft to repair it, and every time someone so much as mentions it I get a sympathetic cold shiver down my spine. I haven't seen him since the accident, and I am having these ridiculous visions of pedicles and horrific disfigurations that are definitely informed by a long-lived and ongoing obsession with Harold Gillies. I mean, reconstructive surgery's come a long way and I know it. But my irrational brain is fixating. And shivering sympathetically.

Comments

[xanthophyllippa.livejournal.com]

My father once put a drill through, or maybe just into, the palm of his hand while at work. He still has a small scar, but that story alone was enough to scare me off the power tools when I was in high school shop class.

As for the pulse rate, congratulations! I don't know what my resting pulse rate is, largely because my blood pressure is rather low (something I inherited from my mother), so I'm often not sure I even *have* a pulse when I'm resting. I have to walk around first, and once I walk around enough to confirm that I'm still alive, I'm no longer resting. (Someday, when we meet in person and are lounging around lying on the floor reading and scratching cats' bellies, ask me to stand up quickly. I'll fall over again almost immediately. It's wildly entertaining for the casual observer.)

[tofty.livejournal.com]

Oh, man, I remember on our first day of architecture school we toured our shop, full of lots of things you should never let irresponsible college students near, and the shop master told us so many horror stories that I never set foot in the place again. I made sure none of my projects needed anything more dangerous than an X-Acto knife. Which those can do some damage too, of course, but no one's accidentally cutting themselves in half with one.

I am preparing to be entertained by your resemblance to a Tennessee Fainting Goat. I'll make sure there are lots of soft cushions around, though, for when you keel over. :/